Oh Haloha? Assalamu’alaikum wr wb, my friends.
I spend the whole Sunday by staying at home and doing kind of
home work. Absolutely. Yups! Helping my mother cleaning the house. Am I
cooking? Not really, but I’m still trying. Well my future husband, are you
here? I don’t know where are you and who are you right now. I do my best to
impress you. I’m kidding, I only cook when it needs. I only want to impress my
Lord. C’mon hehe
If I can describe the fact of my love story here, I have no
any boy friend before, yah until now. Since I was born LOL. It’s not because my
parent forbid me to not have relationship like “pacaran”. Nope. They don’t do
that to me. But this is my own decision. They just teach me “what’s good and
what’s wrong”. They facilitated me with the Islamic knowledge by sending me to Islamic
place and buying me good books.
Why? Why I choose this decision? Because I try to be a better
‘abdun and trust You, Allah. I fear You. And I’m just too shy. Is it wrong? Yah I know, I'm sa sinner too. I'm still not perfect.
In this era, we see people normalize having girl friend/boy
friend and walk together, touching hand or physical contact etc. And we feel so
poor to the single men/women that spend their life just by following the
syariat.
Am I a very religious girl? This is just principle. Well if you
call me “this girl is so religious” I don’t mind. Thank you :) why not? I try
to obedient My God, not people. If you are a men that reading this and you like
me, so come to me and offer me the halal relationship with polite way. I will
try to understand you. But if you just come because of temporary interest on
me, I don’t mind to let you go. Because I believe, if I don’t get husband in
dunya, I’ll ask Allah to make me patient and give His best to me in akhirah. I
trust with the whole trust to You, Allah. But please, make my heart calm and
chill to face the rest of my time before coming back to You.
I don't want to decide something in hurry. "Careful comes from Allah, while haste comes from Syaitan." HR Abu Ya'la.
I’d love to write “love poem”, it doesn’t mean I’m in
relationship. Nope. But the content of the poem just flows by my perception, imagination and feeling of love. I'm sorry
I understand everything here in dunya come and go. The only
that stay is Allah. Because He is eternal (Baqa). Well, I put my biggest hope
only to You. Not even to my parent. Because my parent is just human too.
Wow, I write this writing very fast. It’s almost 500 words. Pardon
me about the grammar. I’m not the smartest person here, so please correct me if
I’m wrong.
As I wrote above my bio. Writing is my reflection of what I
thought. Sometimes people have ego and make wrong choice. We all here with
different sins, I know. And feel sorry to my self too. But you still always can
ask forgiveness and go back to the good way again.
And yashh! It’s already more than 500 words. Alhamdulillah for
the ability to write this fifteenth letter of thirty days of telling stories.
Hey you. I’m learning English not because I want to study
abroad yah dude. I’m just learning to make my brain active. That’s it. Thank
You for reading :)
Am I good in english? Not really too. The problem is on “vocabulary”
and “grammar” hehe
But who cares about the grammar except you want to reach and fill the proper score requirement for toefl/ielts? I don’t chase it right now.
I complete the writing up to here. And wassalam…
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